The first post in the year of 2010 since i've never update my blog for so long time
There are lotsa passed memories that i wanted to remembered and so, i wanted to delete some
I had been went through the happiness and sadness in the passed 2009
Now, i wish i could be a better person, a brand new me in 2010
Time passed so fast, i could hardly recall back what i've been done
Im not a perfect girlfriend in his heart..so i lose in the beginning of 2009
Im not a sincere friend in everyone's heart..so i lose again in the end of 2009
But yet, there is a light to make my 2009 not so that dark..yes,i found him
Everything will be alright in this brand new year..i wish it will
There are lots of sadness memories i wish i can lost it in my dream
It is not a happy things to recall back
The very first time i had arguement with my gals
I tried so hard for not to make it happen but i comes to me at the end of the year
Honestly, i really get hurt enough to see u gals everyday
Everytime i tried to be close back with u gals but yet it failed
Is there a problem on me? can somebody tell me?
I felt so useless and im the extra one whenever chatting or playing with u gals
I even wish i can dissapear while u gals are fooling around without bordered me
U gals always say me not joining in the group while u all chatting
I tried..tried..and tried..
It still the same..things happened are happened
The only things i can do is try not to look backwards
Forget bout everything and be a good person as people wish i could be
This is the only thing i can do for u all and me as well
Thanks for a person who light up my days when im down
I found him and he gave me lotsa support while im sad
Without u, im still a little bee flying without head
I wish we could always be dear and bee forever
Happy New Year 2010
..Cheers..
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