Self-Holy daysss...

As promise to give myself a good weekdays
Pampered myself and enjoy the days before final's coming
It's the second last self-holiday to enjoy before further studies at UK
I am always wondering, whether can i survive there?

Not only worried for my studies..and if whether i can survive INDEPENDENTLY?

I have never stay with friends more than 4 days

I have never cook for myself more than 3 days

I have never wash cloths manually more than 2 days

But yet..i slept alone more than 1 day

Teheee

Im not worrying of sleeping with mates because we are not sharing the same room

But we are living the same house for just 3 months

I scared..if..if i have quarrel with them

It is not fun at all..maybe i should talk nicely with them in order to stay closely with them

>.<

Finally i had pampered myself for making me a nice meal for lunch

Im making myself egg+bread (it's something like a french toast without peanut butter)

It look simple but yet nice to eat

And pempered myself
Black nail color always my love..heart it

Next i will making myself a homemade eggtart

Will search for ingredients before making my mind = )

Know im the most laziness girl..

Told my mom i want to make myself eggtarts since last 2 years?? Perhaps..

Now..really wanna makes my mind (reminding myself to make eggtarts)

Yes here are the ingredients----->

Ingredients for butter pastry

100g butter

200g plain flour

1 egg

50g sugar

Method for butter pastry

Pre-heat the oven to 160 degrees celcius

1) mix butter to the flour and sugar mixure

2) add egg

3) Knead into a dough

4) Press the pastry into the moulds gently

5) Punch holes into the pastry

Ingredients for egg filling

6) melts water and sugar together

7) add milk and eggs (mix well)

8) pour egg fillling into pastry moulds

9) bake in oven at 160c (15-20mins)

Wish me luck = )

The brand new 2010

The first post in the year of 2010 since i've never update my blog for so long time

There are lotsa passed memories that i wanted to remembered and so, i wanted to delete some

I had been went through the happiness and sadness in the passed 2009

Now, i wish i could be a better person, a brand new me in 2010

Time passed so fast, i could hardly recall back what i've been done

Im not a perfect girlfriend in his heart..so i lose in the beginning of 2009

Im not a sincere friend in everyone's heart..so i lose again in the end of 2009

But yet, there is a light to make my 2009 not so that dark..yes,i found him

Everything will be alright in this brand new year..i wish it will

There are lots of sadness memories i wish i can lost it in my dream

It is not a happy things to recall back

The very first time i had arguement with my gals

I tried so hard for not to make it happen but i comes to me at the end of the year

Honestly, i really get hurt enough to see u gals everyday

Everytime i tried to be close back with u gals but yet it failed

Is there a problem on me? can somebody tell me?

I felt so useless and im the extra one whenever chatting or playing with u gals

I even wish i can dissapear while u gals are fooling around without bordered me

U gals always say me not joining in the group while u all chatting

I tried..tried..and tried..

It still the same..things happened are happened

The only things i can do is try not to look backwards

Forget bout everything and be a good person as people wish i could be

This is the only thing i can do for u all and me as well

Thanks for a person who light up my days when im down

I found him and he gave me lotsa support while im sad

Without u, im still a little bee flying without head

I wish we could always be dear and bee forever

Happy New Year 2010

..Cheers..